Saturday, September 10, 2011

A Symphonic Encounter..!!

19th January 2011,
9:45 p.m.
Nagpur.
Featured more than thousand muscles.... With no excuse... She gazed deeply with calm gesture of her slender body.... I continued to analyse the different vibrations of her aromatic silence... All she came up... With effortless smile... More meaningful on spiritual front than physical one... If ya look at her... Ya wud find her ::  A Masterpiece of Brown Beauty from Heaven..!! Curly hairs, large eyes wid sharp n bright look, pointed nose and perfectly drawn chin... Her eyebrows weneva lifted up in a motion to gesture her questionaire; seemed as if God have made arches on her forehead which are ready to release the weapon in case ya fail to answer her query..!! Her black, long and curly hair reached down her thin waist... As if representing the adventurous flow of river through the mountains of her curvy and smooth body...
            She lifted her dense eyelids synchronizing with the gentle breeze of northeast valley.... Her perfume added flavor to my imagination for the flawless poetry of her hands.... She smiled in her sweet sarcasm and clapped as if to alarm me.... Ahh... Wat a Beauty.... No pretention... No annoyance... No lies.... All I cud sense was :: Her Natural presence..... I was being overdrawn by her effects... But she have sense of humanity... She let me analyse her in my way without interrupting or protesting my curious explorations... Why me??? I stopped... Eeehh.... She is the heaven... Everybody craves for her... I hadn't ever seen her orientation for anyone like this... Why she have given me permission to scrutinize her most private acts and gestures..?? It is not possible... I am not that much lucky one.... Its insane... What a crucial truth of life... She is definately a supreme example of mystic player... Yes.. She is... She have already admitted it... Foolish me... Why didn't i stop myself at that time?? She had warned me at every point.... But I ignored... I wanted to prove myself better... Ohh.. My ego... I wanted to be proved as a real man to possess this woman :: A remarkable sign of purity and brilliance..!! No... She was just pretending to be.... She played on me... Just like she played on others... And me.. M not any different one... M like others only... Who let themselves loose in her venomic web of attraction..!! She is wrong... Absolutly wrong... She made me feel :: Different, Unique and Up above the world... Jus to fulfill her hidden aims... I was feared till the bottom of my heart.... It pumped faster than in case of any other excitement... She leaned over me... Her curl interrupted my thought procedure... It gave me a strange relief... Her features can not lie.... While she managed her lovely bunch of hair , I tried to recover the rate fo my heart beat back to normal... But I failed as She looked directly into my eyes with hypnotizing effect as if enquiring :: Wud ya like to deny me???  I breathed a long.... Murmured for some prayers which seemed worthless in front of her magical eyes... Noo.... I can't do this to me... She is only... Illusion... Nthng else... My heart started to pump again :; But this time in favour of her acceptance..!! While my brain was busy in presenting logics to avoid her existence..... I could not maintain proper eye contact wid her.... She approached me with her cotton handkerchief... Wiped my forehead, which was full of sweat, produced cuz of :: Anxiety, Fear and above all cuz of deep passion for her gentle nature..!! I was like a wild animal being presented with fresh piece of flesh full of venome..!! I struggled hard to get back to normal.... A moment ago.. i was praising her beauty like Shakespeare... I was impressed by her intelligence.... But now... Her beauty seemed Illusion to me... Her brain was Evil to me... Why?? How come such a radical change??? A fraction of moment... And she is completely strange to me..!!! How can it be possible??? Why m i behaving so strange and idiotic?? She did not respond with anxiety.. She watched me carefully... Made me feel comfortable.... I recovered back... But this irritates me more... Why did not she brush me off even after such ruthless reactive behaviour of mine?? She is player at one side :: She is mother at other side..!! Wat a mysterious yet affectionate symbol of human she is.... I paused for a moment... I never wanted to hurt her... For her strange submission to me... But I wanted to hurt her... For her strange silence of special treatment to me.... I wanted to know this particular aspect... Why me?? Again and again the question was striking my mind.... I stood up.... As if to come over the clashes between the logics and emotions.... Noo... She can not drive me fool cuz of my human factors.... She does not have any authority to play with my heart untill she wins over my brain... Yes... My logics won.... She wore her cream heels, managed her satin gown, looked for me if i wud support her to stand back... I turned around my head as if i did not see her demanding a slight gesture of mine... She did not curse me... Arghh.. I hate this.... Why, does not she punish me?? I am giving her every chance to set a quarrel upon me... But she seems not to be amused by this factor... She smiled at me... As if m a child... She had managed to stand back... Yeah.. Afterall.. She is a strong lady... Why wud she require me??? Jus for a little amusement of her... But I wudn't ever let her do this to me..!! I breathed a long... Looked down at my pointed brown shoes... Pressed the creases of my trouser... Then, moved to maintain the buttons of my shirt which were already in place... All i was doing to avoid her glance.... But she stood there silent... Stubborn... And with her natural grace she lifted her gown... She have a good sense... But what was she looking for at my face??? I would not look down at her... She does not deserve my orientation at all.... I was acting like a brave and bold man... Without knowing the fact that she was able to judge my nervousness... She had easily identified every single strange reaction of mine which i thought she can't find... I looked at her as if to ask what she is doing till now here standing besides me.... She had tears in her eyes... The moment my eyes met with hers... She was filled with a strange satisfaction... Again.... She said nothing.... But smiled... Out of her turbulance, She moved her right leg back.... Lowered down her eyes.... Looked subtly at my chest, then at my hands... Then left leg back.... She looked at my face... And she turned back... Ahh... She looked so beautiful... I wanted to stop her by holding her waist.... But i did not.... I stood there with my hands in pockets of my grey trouser she had pressed this morning... I could feel her warmth in me... She continued to move.... Her hair were shining in the misty afternoon of this historical day.... Her waist was full of motion exactly like a cold waterfall... Her steps were definate jus like her thoughts.... This stability of hers irritated me for the last time... But now she was not visible... She eloped in the crowd... Her sparkling illusion was visible though through the black clouds of my confusions....
                My wife.... Handed me my documents and medicines.... I looked at her... But could not find the same energy which I had once with my mysterious lover.... I sipped my black tea.... My heart stopped to beat for a moment.... I was going to see her again.... I need her.... More specifically... I need her venome... I want to die peacefully in her warm embrace.... I want her smell before I leave this earth.... Her mere thought stirred my soul.... My nurse moved my bed to my final destination....
                She stood there... With same spark... Same grace... Same hair though greyish in shade now.... I tried to say.... But my tongue got paralyzed in front of her presence... She gestured me not to speak with her large eyes.... Her eyelids are still dense... I smiled with strange pride as I felt their touch on my cheeks a decade ago... She smiled back by lowering them down as if accepting my obvious admiration.... "So Hows yr treatment going on Mr. Explorer..??'' She questioned me while putting my prescription back on the table.... I was still busy in comparison of her youth with me and her maturity without me... As expected, She laid her visual attention directly into to judge why am i not answering ..?? First, She gave an annoying look as always, Then her frowned eyebrows changed their expression from agony to sympathy... As I continued to look at her like a child unable to understand the language, the expressions changed from sympathy to thoughtful pain... To save her precious gloom being exposed in front of my wife, she restrained herself back immediately by forcing her muscles to change their appearance... She had learned the cleverness of drama... But I craved for her innocent and natural reflexes... My eyes started to squander around, mouth opened a little to say her :: Please do not behave like others do... Ya are my only hope.... She quickly understood the situation, And before I could utter the Blub Blub, She looked at my wife and smiled for sympathy with half smile and lips pursed together... She still wears the same shade of gloss I had gifted her once.... I laid myself back to the wall and breathed long with satisfaction after finding that She still belongs to me... "I know its a very hard time for ya, Mrs. Clarke... But ya need to be strong enough to support him and help to recover back soon..!!" Strong like her?? Never... At least never to support me... Ya dun know what ya are toking about, Shiastrey.... I am like this because of her only... I need ya to support me... She is just faking for her concerns about me... Don't let her know about us.. She might play on ya as well.... "Ohh.. That's a real nice of ya, Doctor... I am sure we have approached a great healer..." My wife responded with a wide smile while I was jumbling with my own thoughts, own wars.... Yeah.. Indeed a great healer... You fool.... You are soon going to be defeated.... I tried to trace down the contradiction of words and their meaning as I stared at my wife's evil face.... Why my anger is being  so increased... My pulse rate started to increase... She caught my gasping body and rushed for water.... "Ya need to relax, Mr. Clarke..!!" She pronounced my real name for the first time in my life and I felt being hypnotized as she patted my shoulders... "Now, I take a leave... Please follow the instructions... I hope ya a better stay here..." She handed the file of important notes, do's and dont's of her grand hospital to my wife, as I was trying to feel the first touch of her on my torso... "Good Night, Clarkes" My wife wished her back on my behalf as well, while she hurried to other patients.... I was still buried in peace of her memories... I slid myself back into bed with white cotton sheet to cover the shoulder she recently touched... I felt her touch with my closed eyes... "Good Night, My Love..." I whispered through the illusions of my puzzled mind without noticing the reactions of my wife.... Because all She could have listened was :: Blub Blub.........

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