Saturday, December 4, 2010

The Celestial Point of Elation..!!



This is what all I have got... I thought.. Paused... Looked around... Then again... Found myself swimming into the immense pool of my infective thoughts which were increasing by the speed greater than any biological, mathematical or nuclear multiplication possible on this planet... Whole day... Passed with the different vibrants of thoughts... It started like in its general way:: the unusual one.... Like its been from past a few months.... I am not able to record data when i meet fantasy in my dreams and when i meet them in my wakeful thoughts... While my brain is puzzled with its own productions... Others are busy in completing their tasks... What tasks... Washing clothes... Cleaning utensils, room , floor.... gee... Even i had been doing this... And proudly saying in more finer and better way than they were doing... My maid is every time surprised to see my room and curses me for keeping it like that... As then she has nothing to do... It hurts her... Cuz smwhere i was stealing her job... But i did things to make myself comfortable.... She stays here for a few minutes... But this place composes my world... Its wall who seem rigid and non-living... They protect me... They have seen me sobbing into my pillows... They have heared my cries... They have seen me beaming in my most happiest moments... They have seen me admiring my reflection in mirror for hours... Experimenting with art.... Working on literature... Dancing me on rhythms... Listening me music... Leaning me on books.... They have witnessed every single moment of my life since i joined them.... Silently... Sometimes responding me hard... wen i banged my head on them ... Why don't ya speak??? They answered me everything.... But they never spoke.... It was a silent communication between me and them... I stared at them... And they looked down and around upon me like my mother used to... They deserve to be cleaned up by my hands only... And the floor... How can i forget it...  It taught me to stand up... wenever i fell down... It provided me the earthy calmness when i was heated up with anger.... It showed delightedness while i was roaming on it in nervousness and highest of my temperament cursing it for its hardness.... But it never complained  to me... Nt even when i poured colors on it... Stained it with pieces of food.... Am i not responsible to care those who cared for me??? yes i am... That's wat i did... They were with me in my brightness and most important in my darkness... When i was scared of the cruel world outside... They stood firmly against my fears to help me grow courageous.... How can i forget their existence..??? And moreover... Its me who knws wat they deserve... A positive vibe out of the dirty layers they get covered up... They deserve it from a single corner of room to that of the door... For my maid... It just an another room to clean up out of her list.... She has to go for others as well... She is not to live in this.... More specifically... To live with it.... I was wondering how our perceptions differ about the same thing... I wondered about wat was worth doing.... Everyone is doing same thing... Same daily stuffs... I also come in the group of those everyone creatures... But i felt smthng different today.... Different out of the character... Above this world... Like a free spirit... When i glanced at the bright Sun peeping through my window touching my face with its glorious rays.... I thought of the real me and the character m playing on this lovely planet.... The Earth... When i thought of Earth ... I thought of why she revolves around The Sun.... Why they are so distant to each others?? How unfair and cruel people have become to her...  And yet she is providing them everything possible without any complain.... She is being harassed... Tortured for the selfish purpose of mankind... Still they don't seem to care about her... All they care... Is their life... Which seems to be lively... But hollow and dull in reality.... Because all have made themselves oriented towards the materialism.... They are playing in characters... Characters who think nothing but... How to cheat other??? How to play malicious games??? How to create anger, pain, threat, danger..??? And then wat.... They seem to be pleasing themselves by wat they have done... I have seen almost all of them:: moving on... For next step... They don't get satisfied once they are done with one destruction... Their desire is increasing day be day... Minute by minute... Second by second... Ohhh... Moment by moment... They are feeling themselves satisfied, happy... And they beam over their so called success... They get depressed when someones else greater than them occupies their distorted angle of mind and thrash them down on floor... They cry... And then they call their mother.... They realise earth exists... but in another second... They come up with next idea... To demolish  the next target... How Insane??? And this earth... It is quite... Not complaining about anything.... Ohh... Lord... Why ya have made the element of mother so patient in nature.... It endures all the pains in a single effortless smile.... Why the hell.... Are ya suffering these things??? Why don't ya cry out??? Why don't ya tell yr source to embrace ya in his arms for the sake of yr dignity??? How much insanity ya want to bear and for how much time??? Are ya waiting for the day when ya will loose yr protective ozone layer... Yr gravitational force which has bounded everything to ya... Wen all water will be dried up??? Wen all soil will turn into rock??? Wat else is left??? Ohh... Ya are waiting for the day.... The day::: This human species finds out another planet to spoil and leave ya like an orphan??? Ahh.... What m i thinking of??? Is this earth going to answer me??? Never in words... But yes in her actions.... Which are definite and well planned... She is sure of her elements... her affections... Her ulimate love.... She would endure all the pain... Would receive this ignorance with the most graceful manner of her.... Wouldn't complain.... Wat she desires and wat not??? Wouldn't ever demand to understand her needs and the respect she deserves!!! And yet.... Fulfilling the unaccomplished wants of everyone.... She is the one ::: Incredible.... They have stolen this tag for a particular part of hers:: India!!! Wat India have done so worthy so far to claim the authority of this tag??? Eeeh...Wat a shameful act!! Ya are bragging yrslf being dominat over a little part of the greatest piece of our solar system??? Then wat would ya call to this particular object of Universe... Speechles??? Right... Ya ought to be that way... Ya have language to praise yr lover... To brag about yr money.... To flaunt yr charm.... But... Ya... The human species... Ya can never create words for the the admiration of Divinity!!! Ya would stand naked... Speechless... Dumb... And motionless... When ya would be facing the Reality!!! Wake up... Ya have to come out of yr illusive character.... And start working towards the communication that exists between Ya and Yr source.... Ya need to work out right from the point of yr origin.... Ya are all spoilt jus because of yr character.... Ya are supposed to take help of yr character  but nt to get entangled in its illusive trap.... Ya have to find out Yr Real Self which is Pure... Innocent.... And craving for discovery.... Discovery of yr source to meet up with... Yr self .... yes.... The one which is far far away from misery and painful web of  this dramatic world... And unaffected from its malignant factors... Yr world is waiting for ya... Yr mother needs her dignity.... Her respect.... And yes.... In fact... Every single female is the sign of mother.... Ya have got to understand the layers she is made up of.... Then only... Ya can find yr own self.... Disgracing her... Abusing her.... Spoiling her... Would do nothing good to ya... But to surround yr real source with the clouds of black thouughts yr character wears...!!! Ya have to find out the real happines.... The one which ya can not describe into words.... The one ya can communicate silently... And feel with pride... The sense of divinity..... Ya have to work upon it.... Untill ya reach out yr source....
And find what wat yr::: Celestial point of Elation???
              Ahh.... I was in surged by the intensive flow of thoughts since i saw the Sun hiding himself into the white clouds.... I could see it through the green leaves of plants and trees while  wondering about its duty to meet someone else waiting for it as dawn on the other side of this lovely Earth...!!
            I moved for the next step of my thought procedure..... Thinking wat made me to write this all.... For the sake of my heavy load in my head... Or for those who follow me here... But all seem negligent to come up at reason... Wen i thought of its importance.... It was subjected to be come out:: No matter what it does to my head or to those who might be reading it in future!!! All I know.... Its almost morning time.... And It took me about two hours to give it finish outlook... It might be a time to wake up for others...  But for me.... Its time to wait for someone... Whom I had left.... With his bright sparkling eyes speaking volume of unleashed silence and unfailing affection.... The Sun... Wish ya a very lovely morning.... And best luck for yr search of :: Yr source...!!! :) .....

Wishing to see Ya soon....
3:45a.m. [5th Dec'10]
Nagpur...

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Anonymous said...

wow!!!!!!!!!!!! luv ya

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